Just a random thought about my life

-I am one of those people who likes to try to write the script of how my life should be. Nothing happened the way I thought it should or want it to happen, but I could not have written the way the story has played out any better than it is-

This is the status update I just posted on facebook in reflection of how my life has been so far. I mean it really has been a great ride with many ups and major downs. It is sort of funny to see how the thoughts and ideas I had as a child have revealed themselves to me. At this very moment, I am just happy with life :)

Cleaning out some mess

Man today is actually a cool ass day. I know it has been awhile since I have posted on how I am doing as an actual person. I am loving life to the utmost right now. No it doesn't mean I am on an emotional high and now it doesn't mean that my life is perfect, it just means I am in love with my life and that's about that. I have made a few trips to the Philippines and have found a new culture I truly enjoy being in. I am currently in the market to get a condo there, so you know your boy is trying to make the right moves. One of the best moves that I am making (one that really helps benefit my mindset) is getting rid of the people in my life who don't help me grow to be better than I am. The most recent is a huge weight off my chest because this kat was more of a negative than a positive. No sense in putting it all out there because I don't like to down people, but real talk I am just happy that I was able to get what info I could from this kat, because I would not be able to to have made some moves without that info, but I am happy to move on and lean on this kat the way I used to. Just not taking that poison anymore.

-Untitled- byTracey Emin

Today there is no place inside me that makes me feel like I belong. There is an emptiness that feels me up from inside. Today love... True love is wanted more and more.


-- Post From My iPhone

Rick Ross ft Robin Thicke "Lay Back" video

Any thing with my boy Robin Thicke in it is crack...

Kanye West & Spike Lee "We Were Once A Fairytale"

Direct Link

Melanie Fiona "It Kills Me"

Here is another music video from an artist I can't wait to hear more from...

CRS "US Placers" video by VA$HTIE

I have respected Vashtie vision in videos and fashion for a minute now but this take on CRS "US Placers" is really good. Enjoy...

Kobe and Hakeem

Another video of Kobe. It is cool to see that after winning four championships he is still working like he is new to the league. Here is taking the advice of a Houston great. I need to use this myself.

Redirecting my focus

I have really been all over the place lately. Today I just really wanted to be focus and figure out what I really want to do with my life. Even if it goes against the norm the next few years of my life will be prep for photography and Asian languages.

Turbo.. . an awesome short film

For the last year or so I have been becoming a fan of short films. I believe that the way we as a civilization are growing with technology that this really is this movie format is the next big thing. Anyways this film is cool sort of street fighter meets karate kid meets tron. Hope you enjoy...

TURBO from Jarrett Lee Conaway on Vimeo.

Kobe being a leader... this is what I like to see

This video I just thought was cool because Kobe displays the way I want to be on the court this year. Leadership is something alpha dogs chase after, but only a few earn it. May I be one of them this season.

Back to the blogging world

Okay so I have missed hitting the blog scene and sharing my world. So I am back now!!!! I have a had a few great adventures in between so I hope to share a lot with anyone who wants to read. This time I am going to be fully open and honest. Females, life, travel, sports, anything, this is my blog so I am going to let it out.

Mannie